I'm in the process of getting a case worker. This is very slow and I doubt it will help.

I've been to some OP programs. Full of hope, I went and took notes and tried to talk to people. Am I out of line to leave when social works pull me aside to say that the reason I am like this is because I have not accepted Jesus? Am I wrong to not want to go any more after I am allowed to be interrupted over and over by more aggressive people in the group, ignored in the end since I'm afraid I will just be yelled at again from sobbing too much?

I mean all these things sound nice. Sadly they suck when I tried them. It's disgusting how I was told to consider these places 'help'. It was all group based with me left shaking in the corner and shunned.

And look at this thread... most people focus right on my eating issues and nothing else. Like it will solve everything if I magically am able to see a point to eating more.

I really wish I could find friends and support that didn't just ignore me and make me feel guilty for something I am unable to do because of the state I am in.