I'm in the process of getting a case worker. This is very slow and I doubt it will help.

I've been to some OP programs. Full of hope, I went and took notes and tried to talk to people. Am I out of line to leave when social works pull me aside to say that the reason I am like this is because I have not accepted Jesus? Am I wrong to not want to go any more after I am allowed to be interrupted over and over by more aggressive people in the group, ignored in the end since I'm afraid I will just be yelled at again from sobbing too much?

I mean all these things sound nice. Sadly they suck when I tried them. It's disgusting how I was told to consider these places 'help'. It was all group based with me left shaking in the corner and shunned.