Im not good at these things. The dead dont bother me. But being hugged and talked to does. Or giving condolences. And people think Im odd cause I dont cry at funerals. I dont know why I dont but I dont. And half the town is gonna be packed in that tiny little church. If this wasnt my husbands best friends service I wouldnt go. I know it sounds selfish, but Im uncomfortable with grieving people. Well, people in general, really. Im having serious people anxiety. Church anxiety. And sadness for my good buddy.