Unable to concentrate on my work. things are backing up. house is a mess. will write lists to help me get there. Can't be bothered to write lists. calendars, lists, chores get it together girl. Feeling impulsive and torn apart by the news in Syria. my mind wants to spin out it's creating it's own realities. having to challenge my thinking at every step. no they are not building chemical pipelines under the river. But it feels like things are going wrong. might as well type it as I am alone here. how do you keep the bad thoughts and actions away? wish i could explain this better.