InfiniteSadness, have you consulted a psychiatrist or therapist? I see you have been on PC for quite some time so I'm sure you know that we can't diagnos but only give our opinion. You sound depressed. I would see a doctor and see if they can't help you feel better.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
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