Seems as though mom and dads issues are really putting you through the emotional wringer. Growing up and getting to know and love yourself is work enough without worrying whether your feelings will "burden" your folks. Their relationship troubles are a part of why you are feeling so uneasy. They need to find time to be available for you despite their mutual stress. And do not allow yourself to "own" any responsibility for their situation. A brand new year is on the horizon and even if only symbollically it means the opportunity for new ideas and new directions.

Be kind to yourself. Do not define yourself (or be defined) by your recent troubles or that outburst with your GC. Obviously you've got alot on your plate and emotions are running high. If you feel up to it, ask your parents to talk. Let them know that you love them and that you're feeling overwhelmed about school, about their splitting, and whatever else is on your mind. They should be receptive and concerned about how you're feeling. And definately keep speaking your mind here... getting your feelings out and "trapping them on the page" is powerful stuff, and there are alot of good people here who may be able to shed some light on your problems and offer some insight and solutions.

Keep striving. Peace and Strength to you during this difficult time.

-breezer