Today I will tell myself that it is okay that my bank account looks like this...

I have to pay for gradschool application (~$200) and car taxes ($250+) from my savings account today. For some people that's not a lot, for me it is. I work part time and make about $3 over minimum wage. I'm trying not to stress out because this summer I just had to use my savings for the prereq classes ($1200 out of pocket) and had just recuperated from that.

But its okay.

I can save up more money.

These things are a necessity.

I've already paid for next t session, and just got gas. I don't need anything else.

It's okay.

I feel the jitters but i'm doing a moderate job of controlling them. Finances seriously give me more anxiety than anything else. I just always have this irrational fear or someone dying or my house burning down, and no money to survive after that....

Whoosah....whoosah... I don't know what I expect from this post - I think I just needed to reassure myself that it will be okay.