I struggle to find happiness almost everyday!! Each day I just get more exhausted by the ups and downs, it really wears on me emotionally AND physically. I feel like I need more and more sleep everyday just to get by. I LOVE and ADORE my two little boys, but I find myself short tempered with them on my bad days and it breaks my heart to pieces to know I've done so. Everyday I feel like there is less and less hope that I will someday find a way to even cope with my symptoms. Just hoping to find a glimmer of hope out there somewhere that things will get better.......