One thing i have a really hard time coming to terms with is that there "actually is something wrong". Most of the time i think that i'm just being over-dramatic (even when certain situations warrent how i'm feeling) ... i recently started on Celexa (little over 2 months ago) and I kind of feel better ... but i can't but help feel like it's all fake. And whenever i feel a little "happier" its like i feel guilty for it. Its like nothing feels real anymore, and i just dont care. But lately i've gotten to wondering if there IS something completley wrong with me that makes me NOT want to be happy? I can't imagine why anyone would not want to be happy ... what is wrong with me?