shouldn't i be happy? im getting what i want for christmas and more. i mean shouldn't I have this huge smile on my face. But somehow nothing makes anything better. i mean i have more than most people in the world and none of it makes me happy. none of it matters.

i just cant find a reason to be happy.....i cant find anything to make me happy.

what do people do to get happy.....because everything that once made me happy, now doesn't.