Well I try to avoid people all together because the overwhelming need to scream at them some times just comes out.

I have noticed that some people turn to working with animals to avoid the human contact and it seems to work.

I find when I am down and miserable and all that, that being kind to a stranger helps me. Because I know how that feels when a stranger is kind to me for no reason at all.

I am also in a bad relationship. A Marriage. It is really hard to ignore a person who is supposed to be your all when they just hate you and put you down and make you miserable because of their own short comings.