Hello sorry to hear that you are having a rough time at this time in your life. Ihope the Dr gave you some medication to take so that you can feel better, and therapy helps as well. I am going to leave you a hotline number to call if you get depressed and want someone to talk to in person. 1-800-273-TALK, and 1-800-448-3000 for young people. I hope things get better for you soon, and you feel better soon. email anytime Sincerely Soidhonia