Hm, that's tricky... I've been to 3. The 1st one acted somehow annoyed when I would still want to talk about my childhood after the 5th session. The 2nd was good, but I can't go to her anymore because her practice is far from where I live, the 3rd one was not professional. What I realized during the last therapy session is that I absolutely can't handle my emotions when it comes to family and childhood, I started crying when she told me: "I know you feel safe now that we are rationalizing and analyzing but you will eventually have to face your emotions". I fall apart at the thought of this, so I am scared that I might not find a therapist who can handle this and I will be lost in the abyss of past emotions.