Thanks, dex. You sure gave me something to think about. You know, when I'm doing ok, it is a lot easier for me to see the benign reasons for things. But just like you said, the depression hides all of that, and the only conclusion that shows is that there's something terrible wrong with me.

*hugs*
Jo

P.S. You know, I love my little avatar, but since the Flyers lost, I just can't bring myself to use it. I hope you're not offended.

<font color=green> If she spins fast enough then maybe the broken pieces of her heart will stay together, but even a gyroscope can't spin forever</font color=green>