Gosh, you guys are so sweet! Thank you so much! It is nice to have people who understand and also believe me. Actually, it is a relief! Thank you, kindachaotic!

pinkbutterfly, thank you so much for stepping in when your children are fighting. I know that children will do these things, but it really is up to the parents to stop it and teach them right from wrong. It sounds like you are doing a great job. I am sorry for what you went through. That has to be awful!

pfrog! Hugs to you and no worries about the amount of time it takes to respond. I know how that is. It's hard to keep up with all the posts anyway. No problem, the fact that you commented to me at all means a lot. I am still unsure of how things are gonna go with my family. If we will heal and talk about things or if they will continue to deny it. I do not want to lose my family completely, but if they really love me so little that they will deny what they witnessed with their own eyes it will have to come down to that. I will have to walk away like you did. I don't believe I have the guts to do that just yet, but as I told someone else I have already been thinking and feeling like doing that. I am sure if it gets any worse the straw will break the camel's back and I will do it. We have to do what we have to do.

Thank you all for your kind words.