Hello I hope things get better fory ou soon. Maybe there is a singles group in your area, that you can join. There is NAMI and DBSA if you have mental health issues and would like to atten a support goroup in your area. Both of these groups can be found on the internet. I also want to leaveyou a hotline number to call if you are depressed and would just like to talk to someone in person. 1-800-273-TALK. Take care Sincerely Soidhonia