...practically because of my landlord telling me what a piece of **** I am. I actually believed it so I rang my crisis team to talk me out of suicide.

I mean...

It WAS awful and dangerous...
I hurt myself.
The care worker on the phone parted with me saying "it's been a pleasure..."
GOD! I phoned in so that I may not to kill myself! Was it a ****ing pleasure???

Gosh...

I really do think everyone is taking the mickey out of me.

Edda