Hello fellow bipolar people my name is Breanna and I am a 15 year old girl whos life is being controlled by my mental illness, I cant even go to school its that bad and I feel im missing out on the best years of my life my moods are to unstable for school though. I had a very poor child hood which includes rape, neglect, physical abuse, foster care, and bullying so as you can see I never really had the chance to enjoy my youth but now that im in my teenage years I still cant catch a break I sometimes hear voices which petrify me and I have homicidal thoughts associated with my bippolar and anxiety disorder I am currently battling myself everyday praying for a cure or escape from this madness all I want is to know that there are others out there like me that im not the only one who has been screwed over in this game called life.