I really don't get any of that...especially on a fetish website. To be honest, I've written erotic fiction that had the girl dressed up in a Nazi uniform...it's not really a huge fetish of mine, but it's not like I haven't thought about it.

I've come to the conclusion that the reason I might feel so awkward and anxious about sex is that I'm thinking about "normal" sex, if you know what I mean.

But if I think about it from a perspective involving a particular fetish (or two), suddenly it doesn't seem quite as scary/gross/wrong/anxiety-inducing. I don't know...maybe feeling this way is just a fluke.