That's good to know. I forgot to mention with the lack of motivation and well, the other thing from the other thread I made, I'm always so damn anxious. :-\

Like I have rapid heart beating so much all the time. Usually comes up when I think about my past and what I did, but it's really somewhat annoying. I don't feel like I'm ever going to get better. I hope while attending therapy in months time, I'll have some improvement.

I can't live like this for the rest of my life, and most of me is scared because of that reason.