((((((Lost_Lonley)))))

Your post is not Stupid at all. You are just voicing your frustration.

The weekends are difficult for me as well. Even though I do not work and am on Social Security Disabiliy, the weekends through me off. And the weekends one would think not working through the week for me would be the same as the weekdays but they are not.

During the week I have some sort of sense of my routine. I know when my stories come on TV, and the mailman comes the same time everyday, as well as different places I might call during the weekdays that are not open on the weekends.

Change of any type is very difficult for me, and the weekends are just enough of a change from the weekdays that it effects my mood. Though I struggle through the week at least I know those for sure things that go on during the week. I don't do much during the week, only on the weekends I feel more lost and bored or not knowing what to do next, kind of a state of confusion. Though soon Monday will be here. And the weekday stuff will begin again.

Take care and hope your migrane gets better soon.

Best Wishes-
~KRIS~

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