Hello. I recently started therapy for issues with my mother. My T has pulled some other things out of me that I had locked away. After the third session, a particularly emotional one, I began to think about her outside of the office. It hasn't been in a sexual manner, but its like a crush from high school.

I am happily married, yet think about my T almost constantly-her smile, her hair style, her rich brown eyes, her soft voice...it's driving me nuts and causing me to question my marriage, which I feel is so unfair to my wife.

I inadvertently saw up her skirt during the last session and felt guilty, like I had violated some trust. She didn't notice or anything but my first thought was, "great, you've ruined it." Deep down I know that it would and SHOULD never go anywhere but it's borderline agony. Do I tell her, or not? Will she be upset? Will it be awkward? Will she reciprocate the feeling? So much turmoil on top of what I already deal with.

Thanks for allowing me to vent.

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