I also had lots of problems with my parents being unhappy, fighting & threatening divorce. They had no time to care for us kids. A lot of other stuff was happening which I won't go into, but I called my doc (a pediatrician) when I was 15. She had me come in once a week (I was in a boarding school & my dorm parent drove me in) & she was like a therapist. She never told my parents I was coming & never charged me. She saved my life. Perhaps you can call your doc & explain what is going on & get some help.--Suzy