After putting off cleaning my apartment for about 2 weeks, I finally decided to do it today. Spent maybe an hour, only cleaned some of it. I then called my boyfriend and asked if he wanted to do something. He said he just wanted to stay home and relax, because he'd been outside all day and had gotten up early, so he was tired.

I got sad, disappointed and a little bit mad, then yelled at him. Then he felt bad, but he still wanted to stay at his house and not do anything. I got even more upset and yelled at him some more, even though I felt bad. I just couldn't stop myself. He suggested we do something tomorrow. I hope we can. I still feel bad about being mean to him.