I'm very worried and anxious today. Thursday night my boyfriend came back after 6 weeks of silence. He lives in Missouri and I live in Canada. We've known each other 45 years. He said he was dx fibromyalgia and needed time to sort our his future, and that's why he wasn't talking to me. Yesterday there was nothing from him - not one email - nothing. If he was sick in bed all day, I think at least he could have texted me. But nothing. I wonder if he's decided to disappear again, forever. I can't even go to MO to see him because I'm having major surgery on the 12th and I need to stick around in case they call me in early.