Does anyone ever have a great day and then feel guilty and down for having felt happy during the day? That's my problem all the time I feel so guilty I feel I don't deserve it or that something will go wrong because of it , and sometimes things go wrong and I associate it with my happiness which is why I have a happy meter sort of speak, so when I feel myself too happy I tone it down and I know this is weird . I'm wondering if its rare to feel this way?