Hello all,
Its my second day here and i feels awesome

thanks to all
Still i have some questions...
I have had a bad past as i told you, i need to get better, change myself and be successful.I have this big exam coming which could change my destiny.In my place it is a prestigious exam and many people will know me if i can make it.
I am haunted by many thoughts. I have been called as an idiot by many during college.How will they react when i win? and because of my loneliness i frequented online networks those days as i was depressed too those days.One of my friend made an 'online' relation for me which was a mess.She would threaten me everyday about suicide if i had to stay back.I never knew how to cheat people so she had a great game..and many people took my naivety and innocence for their own sadistic pleasure
The question is will they all remain haters when i become successful?Or is this an immature thing to think all those stuff?Like they were random people who never deserve any mention?