Hi Breanna,
I am so sorry for all the crap you have been through. But how brave of you to reach out.

There are people on here that have struggled with similar issues to yours.

My childhood wasn't the greatest, I had to take care of my alcoholic mother and had a medical condition that put me in a body cast for six months. I had my first depression at 15 it was so bad I never went to high school. I am 57, back then they never called it bipolar and there weren't any meds to take.

Even still it past on its own. By 19 I was living life again, went to college and had a wonderful career. My symptoms never showed up again until my late 30s. In that time I got married, had a son and had a lot of fun.

I do remember my life at 15. It was horrid, I thought my life would always be like that. I know right now you can't see things getting better. But they can and they will.

There are so many new medications that can help you. There are different types of therapy you can try. There are even different vitamins and supplements that may help.

You are a survivor and you are strong. You also deserve a wonderful life.

I look forward to getting to know you. You came to a good place.
Keep on posting.