Hi, Breanna....I just want to wish you well as you journey to better mental health. Others before me have made comments, and have done so very well, about your loss of childhood and the struggles you face now. Your concerns about being alone are something not to worry about. I'm glad you've found PC, you'll find support here. I do hope you'll be able to find the mental health help that you so that you can have the happiness that you want.