I just got back from a wonderful weekend with Bree, and she is doing wonderful..

She looked much better than I thought she would, and I had not seen her in a week
She still needs to eat better, that is the only thing the doctor told my paretns that they needed to do, so she would not be so "sickly" but how do you get them to understand that.. She wont eat, she wants candy and they give it to her, she wants a cookie and they let her have it no matter if it is before dinner or not..

I tired to over come some of that, when I was down there this weekend, but I think it all feel on deaf ears, I have lost some of the closeness I once had with my mom, and I resent myself for that.. Not her..
I resent myself for the way things are in the household, but I can do notthing to change it.. Till I get a job, and get out of school. .
It almost makes me want to quit school, and just find a job so I can afford to bring her home

but enough about me, she is dong better.. and that is all that matters right now..

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take time to heal thyself before trying to help others, or you will never get better