yellow, that does make sense. honestly, no matter how dark life gets at times, I always have good friends around, so I must be doing something right

I ALWAYS get meditation and other Eastern stuff recommended to me because I have a hard time detaching myself from my problems. I actually can't know for sure that I can leave in 6 months. When I move, I will probably be horrendously depressed for two months due to loneliness and culture shock. I just feel that the new scenery will give me a good foundation to build the life I want. I will still have all of my issues abroad, but I think that I will be in a good place to start fresh.