My son is also unable to attend school due to instability. I also dropped out of high school for similar issues. My life improved so much when I moved to college. I have always had violent thoughts and hallucinations that scare the crap out of me. I have always had bipolar and anxiety but was only diagnosed at 22. So yes you have a lot of company. I have finally reached some stability to enjoy my family at 30 yrs old. welcome to the forum.