oh no i didn't finish my post.....okay going on, i dont think your old ethier, only 35. id have to say maybe when your 70 i might see you as a tad bit old. but every gets old anyways. well its definately good that you have a T and have had some treatment. life is crap. thats how i feel. you know everyday is a challenge and by getting up and going to work and coming home...youve just won that challenge. everything has regrets. i say live while your alive. because you never know when you'll die.