I just don't get how everyday life works, I don't have the guts to make it work. Also, I am constantly bored. I just don't find anything entertaining anymore. I can't fit in because I find most people stupid. I graduated from high school about 3 months ago and managed to get top grades. Therefore, I got accepted in a Physics school, which is something I have wanted for a long time. I was so excited and was looking forward to it. So, here I am now, less than a month from starting and I am not excited at all, I feel like everything will go wrong and nothing will go as planned. I know, all those things mentioned above are pretty irrelevant to each other, but it sums up my life. I am too weak for this life, I enjoy nothing, I will probably achieve nothing...