(((((LOST)))))
Like I keep telling you; you are not alone...whatever you are feeling is something that many people are either presently struggling with, or have been there.
I also hate weekends, but nights and weekends both are difficult for me as that is when I am the most alone.
You see, I have been alone my whole life--our family moved around so much when I was younger, and so I have no "lifelong friends" and am not close with my family either...I thought the world was over when my wife left me this final time. But there is hope for a better tomorrow.
You can do it; just hang in there, but while you're hanging on, I encourage you to find a womens clinic or a county hospital or something like that in your area; there are good people out there who would love to be able to help you.
Jon

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