MJ,
This is really a rhetorical question, so it doesn't need a response, but what in the world would give you the idea that you deserve to be lonely?
None of us deserve this curse, but we don't have to roll over and take it; we DO NOT have to believe the lie that we are worthless. We DO NOT have to believe the intrusions into our minds.
(((((MJ)))))
Blessings,
Jon
PS. You are worthy of friends, and MUTUAL companionship.

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