I'm terrified of going back to work, but I really want to be able to. I ruined all my past job references with crazy emails when I was psychotic and also the way I usually left employment. I'm 40 and have nothing to show for it!
Also, if I google myself, some crazy stuff, like my arrest record from when I stole a car when I was psychotic. Tried to get some stuff removed but couldn't. I can spend $250 to get it buried, but it'll never be removed. I've seriously considered changing my name!
Oh, and I bet when you sang while riding your bike around, you were rocking it!