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so i'm cutting up paper in my bedroom right now
and i have a massive urge to get the scissors, make it so one of the points of the metal things are in my mouth and cut my lip open?
i feel such an urge to do this... i'm terrified in case i do it
what is this?
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"i wash it down, just to block out all the sound. i never thought i'd be alone, well look at me now. sleepless nights, painful goodbyes. who the hell was i kidding? the room starts to spin, all alone and bleeding once again. can you help me make this end? there must be something to take the pain away and so there's nothing you can give me. it's probably better off that way. just forget, all i ever wanted was to forget. bloodshot eyes and a starless sky. who the hell are we kidding? you look so content, i guess the bright side hasn't found me yet. pull me out so i can catch my breath. i live my life in the shadows of the things i try to hide."
-scary kids scaring kids, the only medicine
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