Whimsy, I feel the same way too and please know I'm here rooting for you. You've been a great supporter here in the forums. I'm here behind you. Hope you can find a place to rest for a little bit soon.
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"The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes
herethennow: This ward is a prison!
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is.
dx: recurrent MDD.