Thank you all for the posts and kind words. Today has been better, but the deep ache remains. I tell myself, "She is your therapist; she is here to help." She has never shown me any sort of romantic inclinations and has remained very professional. I have kept a strict limit on contact with her outside of the office because I value the therapy more than an attempt to see if there is anything there. I am contemplating talking to her about it during the next session...