I go through this every year at this time. Its the anniversary of when everything started to go wrong and I had my breakdown. I go over everything that happened, how much my life changed, how drastically I changed, how much of myself I lost. I hate being oh woe is me. It just sucks to remember who I used to be, how I used to be and not be able to figure out how to find me again. There's more to my thoughts but I took my saphris and can't type anymore. I'''ll finish tomorrow. Thanks for listening.