I erased my friends number from my phone along time ago because I lost grip on reality and was calling her every night telling her depressing thoughts. Finally she told me she couldn't handle it so I erased her a number. Two weeks later I asked if I could have it back over facebook... She responded with a heart and told me she hopes I feel better soon. She was my support group. I have no one now. After a month I sent her a long message explaining that I was now suicidal and she never even responded... My life is truly meaningless and worthless now. All that makes sense anymore is alcohol.