Hi.....I'm glad you found PC and decided to post about your depression. Being a virgin isn't a sin. I think it's just fine. I agree with Simon's post. Sex isn't a recreational sport.

I am glad that you have a supportive family. But do you have a therapist? Do you see someone IRL that you can talk to and get feedback from? I highly recommend that you find a professional and make an appointment.

I have major depression and this time of the year is worse for me.Depression is horrid at any time and Christmas seems to really hit us. I miss pasts holidays and find myself having a pity party occasionally. I'm doing my best to keep moving forward this year.

I hope you will continue to post, as the more you post the more support you will get. There are tons of really caring people here as you will find out. xoxoxo Pat