My 'down' has gone on too long this time. I usually have a rough couple of days, then I'm okay for awhile, but this time I've been down for a couple of weeks without a break. I was pretty scared today because I was on the worst emotional roller coaster. I was very upset for a while, then the next second I'm happy and singing, then I'm down again to the point I could break down into tears. It's gone on all day and I'm going insane. The worst part is that I can't think of a positive reason to 'stick around'. I'm trying my hardest to snap out of it, but I can't. I'm so sick and very tired of trying to battle this and I can't help but wonder if it's even worth it.