I am sorry that you're in so much pain right now. I understand how frustrated one can get. I've been there. Most of us have.

Yes, it helps to post here at PC. What I think is best about PC is that there are dozens of people who feel what I'm feeling and know how to talk to me when I need support. I know that it's just a website but I believe that it will help you a lot to post here. There are so many caring people here and you can always find someone to talk to.

Pat