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Originally Posted by comicgeek007
Maybe I'm just back in denial, but I've been doing really well for the past month and I'm wondering if maybe I had just been over-sensitive, melodramatic , or something like that and not bipolar. Pretty much as soon as I started back on my meds I stopped taking them again. I honestly don't notice a mood difference on vs off now. So it's like, why would I take in chemicals that don't appear to be doing anything? Bipolar's supposed to be hard to diagnose, right? Maybe I over exaggerated. Maybe the doctors were searching for something that wasn't there. Maybe I thought I wanted them to. Who even knows. All I know is I'm feeling pretty good.
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I have vowed to stick with my treatment plan whatever it may be. I went off my meds before and ws feeling great. For a few months I was normal and there was no mood difference at all. However, a period of manic behavior hit me real quick and I was in that phase for over a year before crashing into a depressive phase. I hate taking the medications and I hate the side effects but I know I'm better off taking the stuff. I urge you to talk with your doctor and let him or her know how you feel. Good Luck!