My son-in-law just returned from Iraq and he was gone a year. When he was sent over there, I felt like it would be forever. And of course being in danger made us worry about him more. However, the year passed pretty fast and he's back home with us now.

Is there anyone IRL that you can talk to? Gttting some real life feedback would probably help you a lot. Is there someone in your family who would be understanding and supportive? Or a minister?

When you can afford it, I do suggest that you see someone as it sounds like an anti-depressant may help you. xoxox pat