I'm glad you finally opened up and talked about the problems you are feeling. First of all, I can't feel what you're feeling, but if successfully completed law school (whether it was actually your choice or not) then that's something. I wouldn't consider your life a waste. Secondly, what are some of the things you wanted to accomplish in your life? Instead of dwelling on the past, maybe you should start doing some of the things that you originally wanted to now. And on the issue of sex, I don't think there is an age too old to be a virgin. It's not something you need to rush into. I'm only 22 (and a female), but I haven't found anyone 'special' enough to be with intimately, nor am I in any rush. Someday you'll find that special someone and the wait will be worth it.