constantly distracted & food is hard to make one of my priorities. When living alone & trying to eat all the meals that are supposed to be normal, it feels like all I'm doing is constantly cooking & eating for a few minutes, then cleaning dishes & when do I have time for all the other higher priority things in my life.....somehow, eating & food just seems to get in the way of life.....wish there was an easier way to get nutrition then by eating....but I hate those shake things after being in an ED treatment center where if you didn't finish your meal even if you only left a few bites, they forced you to drink a sustical......it's not even on my consider list.

LOL...yesterday, our electricity went out while I was on the phone & just before I was planning on going down to the kitchen to make something to eat......we had a huge storm go through & the electricity was out until almost 5am in the morning......lol...what an excuse to not be able to fix food to eat considering my home is all electric.....ice cream wasn't a bad choice actually it tasted pretty good.....but it's not something that really sticks to the ribs & keeps the hunger away.

Got a steak out to defrost today, but didn't feel like doing the BBQ thing.....will save that for tomorrow......I really hate eating & food even when I know it's what is so necessary to help me function & to even feel ok.