Another day off today and tomorrow(I work wed through sun), and another two days of doing nothing but feeling like crap. I actually like my job but for weeks now its been hard dealing with people. I'm sick of putting on a happy face and pretending to be in a good mood. In reality I'm hurting inside and just don't want to face the world. At home all I do is sit around and feel like a failure for all thats happened over the past few months. I can't seem to get out of this depression. I know things I could do that may help but I just can't seem to do them, I don't have the strength. Any thoughts or suggestions that can help would be appreciated.